Babes, I've caught you during your little mischief. You say one thing yet your actions prove others. It kind of seems like you don't believe in us. Maybe I'm just some girl you want to fuck with for sometime. I should of known when you said you love me, too soon. I thought, isn't that impossible. I even expressed how I felt about it and then you got all depressed and made me feel guilty for doubting your love for me. Was it an act? Or did your feelings leave after any issue of ours? Or are you trying to plot revenge for what your ex's have done to you? You lie a lot. Whether you tell me about it, or not. If you're looking for someone else, I'm not the right girl to keep by your side in the meanwhile of your little search. Now, I shouldn't let my feelings for you get any further. Though I like the feeling of being heartbroken a little, I will not let myself get too attached to you, because you don't deserve it. You made me seem like the bad one in this relationship. You are a liar. You get the truth out of me, and you aren't even completely honest with me like you promised you would be. We all know, I'm very naive. But when it comes to this, I'm not that stupid. Your words and actions seem quite the opposite and it makes me wonder why you do half of the stuff you do. You are a very confusing person, and I bet I'm not the only one who thinks so. Maybe my best friend was right after all. There was always something weird about him. I wish she was online right now, so I could talk to her. He tried to get me to not be friends with her because she can see that there was something weird about him, and she was straight up about it. I tried to tell myself, that's not the reason why he doesn't want us to be friends, but it makes more sense to me now. I've been trying to choose whether to confront you, or to wait for a while until I find more reasons to confront your little act. And I thought I was the bad one. Dude, you still look at girls/check girls out, and it's very wrong for me to even look at a guy when I'm not thinking he's hot or cute. Yeah, lately you've been the only cute or hot or sexy guy in my eyes though others think you're ugly. My best friend even told me what she really thought of us together...."Beauty and the Beast". I gave up so much for you, and I felt so guilty of my past wrong doings. Guys are just pigs. All guys are jerks. I thought I was the only one at fault in this relationship. You're just like your brothers friend, whom I strongly dislike, with a passion. I was here thinking, I've found a rare guy that's different from others. I thought you were one of the rare guys. Well, I don't know how long you'd keep this going, but it has to end soon if you really don't love me.
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